Letter to the Lover I Never Had
Go forth, without me.
I know we shared feelings for each other, but I don't want to hold you back.
Forget about me: let your mind, body, and soul desire another.
These words are not spewing from my mouth because I simply don't care: I love you, so let me go. There is another lover for you who will give you more than I ever can.
Your soulmate is somewhere in the world waiting for you; find her.
I promise to love her as I love you.
Don't write back asking if we can be friends, and put all this behind us as if it never happened.
'Tis simple: either I am or your lover, or am not.
I'm leaving to pursue my heart's desires; please pursue yours.
~ j. grey